>o< ........lol

2007-10-06T06:45:00.000-07:00

FOOD POISONiNG

Now i am not feeling well, donno why....i just ate an ice-cream in the afternoon,and then ....hmmm...too bad la cannot go to youth tonight...miss da guys..

i reformat my pc dy....my pc is now empty, no windows live messenger, no music, no videos...sigh..

2007-10-06T06:42:00.000-07:00

MISSION FAILED....

I spent my entire night to change my blogskin... but failed...gosh..

2007-09-06T23:58:00.000-07:00

welcome back...

Well, really din on9 for nearly 2 months dy…and I changed my blogskin, but still, I prefer my older one, that one nicer…sigh

2007-06-14T23:26:00.000-07:00

CONCERT??? sigh...

CRIMSON EPIPHANY http://www.crimsonepiphany.com will be in Muar this saturday for a one night only concert! You definitely wouldn't wanna miss this awesome band!Details as follow...

DATE : 16TH JUNE 07 (SATURDAY)

LOCATION : MUAR AG

TIME : 7.30 PM

BAND : CRIMSON EPIPHANYS

PEAKER : BRO AARON SARMA

p/s (this is da concert which i cannot go...sigh..i don even dare to ask my parents for permission..really wanna go!!!)

2007-04-09T02:03:00.000-07:00

Tagged by Lawrence Teoh Yi Hearn
P/s:*law…why u always tag me 1?? Gosh…

5 things you’ll never know from me

1)well, actually, I love my guitar A LOT…but something happens and make me cannot learn it anymore…I cannot play it well….sigh...so, every time I heard guitar sound, I’ll feel like to cry……T.T got once my bro touch my guitar and make it all out of tune, I beat him “kao lat kao lat” and cry for a whole day…….

2)The most disgusting thing I ate before is duck’s tongue, is really very geli, it is very soft, even softer than tofu… honestly, is nice……but then, I don dare to eat it again…..

3)I like to dream, it is one hobby of mine…day dream night dream all sorts of dream, plus, I like to talk to myself, people may think I am crazy but I don really care….haha…believe it or not, I enjoy doing that, muahahahaha………

4)I start to write a story by myself since standard 1, u know what the title is?? “the story of a potato” I din even remember that until I kemas my exercise book…I was surprise…normally most children during that age will use cartoon character as their main character when they write a story……but me, use a potato as my main character, some more that time I was only 7 years old….weird…. potato freak……

5)I seldom watch TV 1, but my favorite channel is Disney Channel, seems like childish but I like it, favorite show is Totally Spies, haha

2007-04-01T02:22:00.001-07:00

Finallly, i change my blogskin dy........

well , i spend quite a long time to change my blogskin, but still, it doesn't satisfy me...the font, the colour, da posti........sigh......why am i so stupid??? thinking of asking someone to help me, maybe Dory, or Lawrence, haha......

2007-03-15T10:56:00.000-07:00

BoY FrIEnD???? Mr. Mystery ………….

Haih….My mum tot I got a boy friend dy…… so ridiculous …. i keep telling her no , I don have 1, but still, she don believe….. I am really sad…. I am very obedience, I tried to be. I believe I am a good daughter, I never go against my parents , and I don like to go against them, because they are my parents. I never go out and hang around with my friend before, they don allow .Once my mum say cannot, I won say please, if they scold me , I won talk back , unless they are wrong. I respect them, I want to be a good daughter, I don want to be like other teenagers, go against their parents , I seldom make mistake .maybe i am too perfecr, once i got a little difference they thought i did a bigg mistake........sigh.... I thought they’ll respect me, trust me, but sadly, no....... now , I think I lost my maruah dy…sigh…my mum even want to check my hand phone, to see my “boy friend” got send something to me or not . hey , I really don have boy friend!!!! Why she don trust me?? she is over sensitive…urgh……she thought is so easy to get a boyfriend meh, if I want, I don even know whether got guys want me or not….so ridiculous………..

2007-03-09T17:24:00.000-08:00

Life is a Gift
(i felt it is meaningful so i just post it)

There was a blind girl
who hated herself
just because she's blind.
She hated everyone,
except her loving boyfriend.
He's always there for her.
She said that if she could only see the world,
she would marry her boyfriend.
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see everything,
including her boyfriend.
Her boyfriend asked her,
"now that youcan see the world, will you marryme?"
The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too,
and refused to marry him.
Her boyfriend walked away in tears,
and later wrote a letter to her saying.
"Just take care of my eyes ,dear."
This is how human brain changes when the status changed
.Only few remember what life was before,
and who's always been there even in the most painful situations.

Life Is A Gift

Today before you think of saying an unkind word
- Think of someone who can't speak.
Before you complain about the taste of your food
- Think of someone who has nothing to eat.
Before you complain about your husband or wife
- Think of someone who'scrying out to God for a companion.
.Before you complain about yourchildren
- Think of someone who desires children but they're barren.
Before you argue about your dirtyhouse, someone didn't clean or sweep
-Think of the people who are living in the streets.
Before whining about the distance you drive
- Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.
And when you are tired and complain about your job
- Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.
But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another
-Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker.
And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down
- Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive and still around.

Life is a gift,

Live it,
Enjoy it,
Celebrate it,
And fulfill it

from Chan,

2007-03-09T17:18:00.000-08:00

Every girl dreams that one day,
she will find a guy that does these things for her.
Even the smallest action can have THE BIGGEST impact in someone's life.

GIVE HER ONE OF YOUR T-SHIRTS TO SLEEPIN.

LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES.

KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS.

TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE.

TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL.(ermm...good)

L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER.

LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR.

MESS WITH HER HAIR.

JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER.

F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES.(erm hmmm)

L00K AT HER LIKES SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRLY0USEE.(yes, right)

TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P.

H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS.

WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER.

LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS.

GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER.(gals:beware of guys who made u mad)

TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK.

STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK.

WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER

KISS HER F0REHEAD.

GIVE HER THE W0RLD.

WRITE HER LETTERS.

LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES.(SWEATSHIRTS)(yucks)

WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER.

LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT.

LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0T0S 0F Y0U SHE WANTS.

KISS HER IN THE RAIN.

CALL HER EVERY NIGHT.

AND WHEN Y0U FALL IN L0VE WITH HER,TELL HER.

AND WHEN Y0U D0 TELL HER. L0VE HER LIKEY0U NEVERL0VED BEF0RE.

GUYS REP0ST: I'D DO THIS F0R MY GIRL

GIRLS REP0ST: WHAT M0ST GUYS W0N'T D0

from lawrence,

2007-03-06T15:18:00.000-08:00

Horror movies??? No, thanks… -.-lll

Today we have a quite lebih day in school , I would say….. a lot of teachers absent because of MSSM…..i spent quite a long time 2 do my history homework and self-study then after that, I went 2 join a group 2 chitchat . at first , we all talk bout songs, mostly from Disney, all da cute cute songs like ‘akunamatata’ from Lion King…haha...Then don no y , we just switch our topic 2 horror movies and stories……..i just sit there and listen, horror stories from other schools ,Genting, horror movies………. urgh, really scared ,I nvr watch horror movie for quite a number of years dy, de only horror movie I watched was Fever Cabin, I only watch few minute only then I quickly off it, cos im quite timid…I mean in this part…only….

2007-02-14T15:17:00.000-08:00

VAlentine!!!
i like valentines day ,why??cos i think da colour 4 this day is pink, and i like pink. though i am single, but i still like it.. i'll celebrate this Valentines day.. with who??mind ur own biz.. a guy??yeah, of coz..who wanna torture me today....i guess he don dare to..haha..what ever, Happy Valentines Day!!

2007-02-13T22:42:00.000-08:00

Tagged by Lawrence Teoh Yi Hearn ... -.-lll....

Layer 1: On the Outside
Name:Carryn
Birth Date: 29 October 1992
Current Status: Student….sigh….
Eye Color: Black or bit brown ... (Can be other colour meh?)
Hair Color: Black
Righty or Lefty: Righty

Layer 2: On the Outside
My thoughts first waking up: where’s my water!!!!
My Heritage: Chinese
My Fears: God
My Weaknesses: hot tempered…I can be very good 1, but once u make me very angry…..u’ll noe…wanna try??
My Perfect Pizza: a lot of cheese on it!!!

Layer 3: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
bedtime: Normally very early 1..guai ma..hehe
My most missed memory: with friends la of coz....

Layer 4: My Pick
Pepsi or Coke: coke, pepsi is quite sweet
McDonalds or Burger King : both.. I guess…but burger king nicer
Single or Group Dates: Single date of cos… -.-lll... ( coz privacy ma.. )
Adidas or Nike: both lo
Tea or Nestea: earl grey tea…ahem
Chocolate or Vanilla: Both
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappucino.. coz its better in terms of name.. hehe plus.. I don drink coffee 1

Layer 5: Do you…
Smoke: No..
Curse: tell me, who doesn’t ??
Take a shower: stupid ques!!got girl don take meh??
Have a crush: yeah… who wouldn't have? ... -_-''
Think you’ve been in love: I think so…..
Go to school: OF COZ!!!!!
Want to get married: ahem…..
Believe in yourself: ahem.. wat sort of ques is this? I believe in God and myself.. =)
Think you’re a health freak: Not really..

Layer 6: In the past:
Drank Alcohol: Yeah...bitter
Gone to the mall: Yes
Been on stage: Yes
Eaten sushi: Yes..
Dyed your hair: No...

Layer 7: Have you ever…
Played a stripping game: silly.. of coz no!!!
Changed who you were to fit in: think so..

Layer 8: Age you’re hoping…
To be married: see first lo

Layer 9: In a guy…
Best eye color: Doesn't matter
Best hair color: Doesn’t matter..
Short hair or long hair: of cos I don wan a guy with long hair 1

Layer 10: What were you doing…
I minute ago: check my blog lor..
1 hour ago: bathing
4.5 hours ago: school
1 Month ago: donnoe la
1 Year ago: school lo

Layer 11: Finish the sentences…
I love: God
I feel: tired
I hate: smokers..hp..and liar
I hide: my thoughts, and feelings..
I miss: Hanging out with friends.. ( cause I never really have many opportunities to go out of my house lor.... )
I need: God!!!

Layer 12: Tag SOME people… *the fun part**gonna change it*
who wants to do this stupid layers har??

(to everyone except Lawrence : it is required by Lawrence, so, if u think it is stupid, don scold me…..lolx)

2007-01-03T17:29:00.000-08:00

[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]

What's your name? :::
Carryn XXX (well, most of u all should noe my full name)
Birthplace :::
Tay specialist, muar,johore
Age :::
15
Age you act :::
Older?? But my friend says I look like standard 5…. -.-lll…too bad
Current location :::
In front of the pc typing this survey
Eye color :::
Dark brown
Hair color :::
Black
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? :::
Right =p
Zodiac sign? :::
secret......
Height? :::
Secret …..

[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]

Your heritage/nationality :::
chinese
Your hair :::
Long hair
Your fears :::
Unknwn insects, mosquitoes,snakes,monkeys….
Your perfect room :::
Most important --comfy bed ( at least king size!!),bigbigbig!! cool lightings, cute, large windows ,cute cute curtains ...etc etc....
What you practically do in a day :::
Week dayz~Wake up- brush teeth-wash face-apply beauty cream-breakfast-school-back-bath-lunch- homework-nap-study-bath- dinner, tuition/study, sleep...
Weekends~ minus school add in music, online, shopping…..etc

[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]

Words you overuse :::
walao
Phrases you overuse :::
Walao a
Your first thought when you wake up :::
Where my water? my lips is too dry !!
Your greatest accomplishment :::
Too many...hehe…
Something you want to do :::
bunjee jumpin,

[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]

Pepsi or Coke :::
coke!!....
McDonald's or Burger Kings :::
Erm..both..Mc D (cheap) burger kings(nice)
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera :::
Don noe le………..
Chocolate or vanilla :::
Vanilla !!
Adidas or Nike :::
BOTHHH...if is free ..lol
Black or white :::
eerrmm......Both
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) :::
Cash
Burgers or hot dogs :::
Calories too high……… lol
Egypt or France :::
france!!...
Rock or rap :::
ROCK !!!

[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]

Smoke :::
NEVER!!!
Cuss :::
Tell me...who doesn't…-.-
Sing well :::
yup
Sing in the shower :::
Hehe..sometimes only la...=p
Talk to yourself --a lot-- :::
Yaa…sometimes la, when alone, although look like crazy
Believe in yourself :::
Depends lo..=p
Like taking these longass surveys? :::
when nothing 2 do...yeah..
Play an instrument :::
guitar
Want to go to college? :::
OF Course!
Want to get married? :::
Yaa...if got one I love …-.-
Want to have children? :::
Donoe le…takut sakit la…maybe take from orphanage ,u noe ,da orphans are very pitiful blah blah blah…
Think you're a health freak? :::
No…
Get along with your parents :::
well, of cos, if not where my pocket money came from ?? lol…hehe
Get along with your siblings? :::
Sure
Think you're popular :::
well, not really…….

[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]

Gone out of state :::
yeah
Drank alcohol :::
Yaa...don tangkap me
Smoke :::
NO...(TAK NAK)
Get high :::
Maybe… not sure
Done any drugs :::
NO...
Eaten an entire box of oreos :::
No, I hate oreo…calories too high…lol
Been on stage :::
YEAH...=D
Been dumped :::
hahah!!! nope..
Dyed your hair :::
No
Stolen anything :::
my bro's snacks....

[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]

Craziest :::
Devila ,Peggy……..
Loudest :::
Edwin, my discipline teacher (Pn.Wong) HAHAHA!! etc etc...
Most shy :::

Blondest :::
Ah Siang ,chan
Smartest :::
Vivian, Ng, Lau…..etc
Kindest :::
Most of my friends are...
Best personality :::
Vivian,jacinth,Christine,eliza,Lydia, en ning ,jared, joash ,Edwin, Joshua,wen chee, amy,chan and alooot lagi
Most talented :::
Kevin, joash ,devila,peg
Best singer :::
Lydia,Vivian, enning, jacinth,job, Kevin,joash
Most ghetto :::
no
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) :::
Caroline!!
Pain in the ass :::
I won’t tell……..
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style)):::
HAHAHA.. I won’t tell……..!!
Funniest :::
Edwin,joash,Jason,nico,fyn
Best person for advice :::
Me
Dependable :::
Me
Trustworthy :::
me
Druggie :::
no
Most likely to end up in jail :::
HAHAHAHA.... I won’t tell……..!!
Person you've known the longest :::
Christine!!!

[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]

Last dream :::
..=D
Last nightmare :::
Went to a house made by bones…
Car ride :::
My pa’s Audi
Last time you cried :::
yesterday
Last movie seen :::
The curse of golden flower
Last movie rented :::
no
Last book read :::
Eragon
Last word said :::
nice
Last curse word said :::
……….
Last time you laugh :::
few seconds ago...
Last phone call :::
Last night
Last CD played :::
hillsong
Last song you listened to :::
From de inside out
Last annoyance :::
My aunt
Last IM :::
huhhhhhh?????..... wattt’s tat??...
Last weird encounter :::
when i was in huge camp.. saw a guy sneezing and wash his hand in swimming pool...yucks...
Last person you hugged :::
my sis
Last person you yelled at :::
mydog, I considered it as a person....
Last time you wore a skirt :::
Few hours ago...=p
Last time you've been evil :::
4got ady la
Sarcastic? :::
I won’t tell……..
Last time you fought with your parents :::
never
Last time you wished upon a star :::
its hard to get to see a star nowadays…POLLUTION~!
Played Truth or Dare :::
Last year !!!
Spent quality time alone :::
last night

[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]

Are you talking to someone on AIM :::
Huh??
Do you feel lonely :::
Yaaa…actually…….
Ever TP'd someone's house :::
Watttttt’s tat ????who noes???!!!
How about egging someone's house :::
Huh???
Do you not like dislike not like me? :::
wat???!!! who likes who??....me??
Ain't Ermine and 50 Cent just fine? :::
Hah???huh???
Yo Momma :::
Yo Pappa....
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? :::
YES!!!!....tat time when I was food poisoning and cannot eat anything…
What do you think of George Bush? :::
Not a man. booo to him
Any secret fetishes? :::
Nooope
Do you like to wear necklace? O_o :::
Yeah of co s!!!
How many languages do you speak? :::
errrr..... 5
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! :::
Yaa…brain too, thinking wat to answer…….-____-
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) :::
YESSSSSSSSS!!!! -____-

2007-01-02T14:58:00.000-08:00

YOUth Alive !!! (-___-) Part 1

embarrassing.....
Well, there’s really a loooot of fun in huge camp, some more got a loooooot of leng zai XP …..haha….but da most interesting, embarrassing thing is…urh …u all noe that da guys and gals apartment are opposite rite? (of cos u all don noe cos u all din go wat …) if we all open da curtain we all sure can see wat others are doing, I mean da opposite apartment …. the thing happens like this, on da second nite, we all came back from session 3 (3 or 4??) after changing we all (me, Jemima and small Christine) just open da curtain and sit on da bed and chit chat. Through da window (da window is large) we can see a lot of guys standing in da balcony, some guys jumping n da bed -.-lll (opps, sorry….) some more we saw Jared waving hands to us and said there was a big feast in their room…we all also noe that got a lot of guys looking at us but we all thought nvm la cos nothing to see wat, let them see la… we all chit chat chit chat and then Jemima say just now she wore sport shoes, so her feet is very smelly… but I din smell anything la cos my nose is very low sensitive to unpleasant smell…then I said if tat case u put ur feet outside la. Then Jemima said I dare you noe, I dare to put it outside. Den she quickly put her feet out of da window…oh ..i din notice tat den suddenly all da guys opposite shout “woooo” and keep laughing you know!!!!!!! Soooo embarrassing!!! You noe on tat time, is not one our two people laughing, is da whole apartment laughing at us!!! I quickly close da curtain and we heard outside da guys like saying ‘oh….”scold her “what are you doing!!” but she said “I told u I dare to do it ,I even dare to do it again.” Arhh…..Jemima I don no wat to say la!!!! too embarrassing!!!

2006-12-09T00:51:00.000-08:00

Can’t Breath Ady Laaa………

Haiz… the weather is bad, I sick ady. Keep coughing and sneezing. few days ady and I’m going to youth alive le… i feel my nose is block by the mucus ,can’t breath, ew, disgusting… initially I din cough den the next day after flu my cough begun …terrible… medicine ?? haiz ,I eat and eat but nothing happens ,it just like drinking sweet syrup (or honey??) and swallowing some unknown pills….. AHHHHHHHHH ,thankfully I’m better now!! !YOUTH ALIVE,I’M COMING!!!

2006-11-26T20:50:00.000-08:00

Game MAster

last saturday nite i am de game master in our church youth meeting, walao, really tired,cos i never thought that day got so many people come, long lost Eugine,Ebby,den Joash's cousins from Kuantan, Joel and don no who (forgot his name ady..),Lynorah and some more...overall got about 30 people... (cos ussually we only got arround 20++ people. den i divide all of them into five groups. de game is like this,initially i want them to act out , first group act out a script that i wrote. den after they act, they need to write another script to let next group act out ,keep it continuously,but then they all change my game ,a group din write for another group and another group just simply act out wat they want to...=.= ..walao how could them....ooh my game ..my first script is like this: Once upon a time ,thera was a princess, she lost her way in a forest, she was extremely hungry .when she saw a river, she drink some water den jump into it and bath .she caught a fish and she eat it raw (cos she don no how to cook).den..........................

2006-11-24T10:49:00.000-08:00

Ahaaaaaa!!!!!!!!SchOOl HoliDaY aDy...

these days keep raining and i only laz around at home.....boring man.. nothing to do..haiz ..ussually every school holiday i'll go back to KL and stay with my grandparents and shopping, eat well, sleep well every day.. but now..haiz..i need to stay here..cos got trainning for de 'HARI KEMAHIRAN'about three times a week. that day when i gone to de seniors house for trainning,i fetch a girl ..then when we arrive(de senior's house), seems like nobody inside.. we wait and wait,de house got two dalmation inside but they just sit down and look at us.den one dalmation stood up and walk towards us. it seems like very cute,it shake its tail and stood close with us, i almost touch it but suddenly it stood higher and bark at us!! i shock..luckly got de gate and i din touch it... then de girl called her friend and ask (cos i din brought my phone) den de girl tell me that no practise today cos de senior's relatives pass away ady....

2006-11-22T14:15:00.002-08:00

bad mood +bad day

my sis ..haiz..my dad..haiz..stupid mannn,keep being scolded>< .my sis got 7 A's,so watt?? ok nevermind, my parent wants to let her to study in mara .ok nevermind ,so we go and buy de registration form ...5 ringgit you know? ok nevermind ,we go back den my sis keep saying she don want, ok nevermind, den my dad ask me to help her to isi de borang ,ok,nevermind, i isi it ,walao, de borang is so big and gonna to prepare a lot of documents and a lot to isi, ok,nevermind,den after i isi and prepare all de documents, i give it to my dad to post it .my dad check and notice a small mistake and scold me. hey uncle:P, spelling mistake only!!!!!!!!!! wat for you scold me ? why not let my sis to do it herself ? stupidddddddddddddddd><

2006-11-22T14:15:00.000-08:00

Haiz...........
Honestly i create dis blog long ago ady.....but i din post anything...got several reason la .err first..
cos tat day i create oledy late ady ,some more got sbody nagging beside me so i din post lo.den second ,i also not use to touch de computer so often la..so you know..hehe .den i create dis blog bcos someone ask me to (devila ,chan ,peg ,wen chee) den overallde main reason is I AM LAZY TO TOUCH DE COMPUTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! + , i forget my username ady ,den i try and try and try,finally got ady ha.
p/s. den devila, i bought mp3 ady le,but i donnole where to download songs leeeeeeeee..........stupid rite?